somehow i am able to make mothers day a personal gain for myself

my mother bought a macbook air 2020 for herself for her birthday, she then gave it to me when she realized it was not touch screen. i told her i didn’t need it and that she should go return it. i didn’t want it and i’ve only used it 3 times in 2 months

so i decided to go trade it in for a best buy gift card, they gave me $475 for it, i bought an apple watch series 9 for her since it was her money after all, and i pocketed$156 because of the sale they had. so now i have a 156 gift card to best buy.

i didnt want that macbook anyway. it was ass, mac sucks.

i don’t understand my resentment to my parents, they don’t deserve it, yet for some reason i just dont want to form a connection with them. maybe it’s because i want to move out.