“best gift i’ve ever gotten”

like yeah i know she’s not trying to make me sad but LIKE BROOOO

she doesnt think about it at all, like ive knbown this for a while but every time she reinforces it by just living her life it somehow comes back to hit me.

like im not mad at her but its like, all of that meant nothing and every time i feel that way and like theres nothing i can do and i am trying so fucking hard to move on, but DAMN BRO

give me a break from seeing things that remind me about the past, let me just try to forget or something so we could be normal friends. she’s already moved on, she’s found someone. there’s no fucking way she hasnt based on the things she’s posted. like bro nothing i did mattered lmao give me all that time and love back. the gifts are whatever. i just want to give all of that to somebody else but its so hard, she has it all. like fuck bro.

it’s really weird to think like, there’s pieces of me in her house. the sword prop i gave her, sitting on a shelf in her basement, the rose light sitting on the shelf in her room, and yes, admittadly, the ps5 i bought. yeah my retarded ass was really in love. all the places i took her and shit like FUCK BRO IT WAS ME, whats wrong with me man im so obsessed for what like i dont understand why this shit is so hard to get over.

public post too, not a private post. most of the personal things she posts are close friends. yeah look at me i read into it that much. my stupid ass basically learned how she operates. it’s really weird. in a general sense i have that down. like dude i loved her that much shits so weird. all my friends knew and shit and i still bother one about these problems. just get out of my head dude, and stop showing up in my dreams. that shit’s rude.

its funny i was gonna check up (i know terrible idea) since it seemed like she was more standoffish, well it seems like she’s doing just fine so maybe i dont know as much as i claim