i cant tell if i’m the issue, or if people intentionally dont try to make plans with me. like if your car is toatled thats fine or whatever, but how is it possible for someone to ignore my requests to go out and do something with some excuse, but then i see them out doing something a while later.

look i understand that nobody is entitled to someone else’s time, i understand this. but we haven’t gone out in such a long fucking time, it urks me in some way seeing my friends making plans and i can’t tell if i’m intentionally being avoided. i dont know man, like i just need things to do, i need people to talk to. and when you say things like “i’ll tell you all about it next time we go out” but then make no effort to make plans while im always putting in the effort, it just makes me feel very unwanted.

im trying to reconnect with my old friends, it’s really difficult though.

anyway im doing the camo grind on bo6. 100 headshots is really fucking stupid for every gun.