how is it possible that my parents can do something that can make me feel so loved and supported, but then at the same time do soemthing that just removes all trust i had for them. some time ago i learned they pressured her mother into forcing her to stop talking to me. what the fuck bro what is their problem? like why would they do some shit like that?

i have no idea man, i want my own living space, and i have an oppertunity to live with someone i know for 300 a month, good deal if everything gets fucked up. they know im not religious and it makes them mad, sucks bro im not doing this shit.

on a daily basis i feel terrible so like when does that stop?