For some reason i really dont trust anybody i meet anymore, and im starting to think some of the friends i currently have, have some weird ulterior motive.

I’ve had a handful of friends for a long time that i can truly call my friends, yet for some reason i feel like none of them are ever genuine. I know they are but also dont think they are. Is that weird? Might be weird to think that, not sure. And i constantly need some kind of reassurance that its just in my head but i’ve convinced myself that asking for reasurrance is weird. No clue, not sure why i feel this way, but so be it. Only time will tell if they prove me right or wrong.